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Apples

Birdy

Bullet Waltz

Carried Away

Castle

Cottage Country

Endless Day

Forecast

Forgiveness

Friend of a Friend

Haters

Hum

Hurry

I Do (Emily & Eric's Song)

It’s Only Wood

Lazy Sunday Morning Room

Loveliest of All

 

More Nights

OK

Pictures

Please Hire My Girlfriend

Posters

Seaside Café

Skipping Steps (Just Because I Care)

Slate

IX (Sink or Swim)

Taking on the World

The Dawning

The Fence

The One Minute Mile Man

The Unsaid

These are the Days

   

APPLES top

All I ever write about is you

All I ever sing about is you

You seem to be my favourite muse

 

All I ever dream about is you

Youze is what Ize is going through

All my loves I seem to lose

 

And now my big red heart has lost a part

Of it’s big red shiny core

But maybe apples, will fill me apples

And make me apples once more

 

Darling I never meant to choose

Between love and filling big shoes

Now all’s I’ve got is, no shoes and no you

 

It seems that you were right

Seems I threw away my life

At least maybe now, I’ll have nothing to do

 

‘Cause my big red heart has lost a part

Of it’s big red shiny core

But maybe apples will fill me apples

And make me apples once more

 

I am going to take my head and open it Swiss army style

Look my brain right in the eyes and stare it down ‘till it complies

Then I’ll show up stitched and mended

Story will be happy ended

 

And my big red heart won’t have lost a part

Of it’s big red shiny core

And all my apples will be your apples

And we’ll be apples, forevermore

 

BIRDY top

 

Oh little birdy, fly me up to where you are

Let me roam with you now

You know I’m longing to be

Over and under with you

 

Oh great sunrise climbing stratus tops

Please may I join you in your sunny spot

You know us together, we could be

Sweet sky November, ooooeee

 

All this racing’s

Got me hating my time on the way

Leaves me jaded, under-rated

It’s my slow-soul-decay

 

Oh Grapefruit Moon Man in the sky

Tell me your secret: “What of that smile?”

Oh could you just fill me in on how’s it you be

Shining through the darkness constantly

 

All this racing’s

Got me hating my time on the way

Leaves me jaded, under-rated

It’s my slow-soul-decay

 

Oh this burning, mindless yearning,

This cooking in me

Tastes so tired, so uninspired,

It’s ruining me!

No more I say!

No more I say!

No more I say!

 

All this racing’s got me hating

My time on the way

No more madness

Be gone like a fad,

Guess I’ll break new ground today

Yeah I’m gonna be breaking that new ground today.

 

 

BULLET WALTZ top

 

Baby’s buying bullets today

And I’m looking for the gun

Think it might be easier this way

Instead of draggin’ on

 

Baby’s buying bullets today

And I’m looking for the gun

Thought that we might find a way

I guess that I was wrong

 

And oh I

Told my

Story through the lane

That oh I don’t think we’ll change

So my baby’s buying bullets

Baby’s buying bullets

Baby’s buying bullets and I

I’m leaving hey

 

Baby’s going to pull it today

I can see it in her eyes

She’s tired of the bullshit and

She’s tired of the lies

 

Baby’s going to pull it today

Then she’s heading for the hills

There’s go to be an easier way

Than these bottles and these pills

 

And oh I

Rolled my

Last dollar way

And oh I don’t think I’ll change

So my baby’s buying bullets

I know she’s going to pull it

My baby’s buying bullets and I

I’m leaving hey

 

And oh I

Told my

Story through the lane

That oh I don’t think we’ll change

So my baby’s buying bullets

I know she’s going to pull it

Baby’s buying bullets and I

I’m leaving hey

Babies buying bullets and I

I’m leaving hey

 

Baby’s gone and done it today

The peace comes to her eyes

I thought that we might find a way

At least I know we tried

 

Baby’s gone and done it today

She packs up and she’s gone

I guess I somehow wanted it this way

Instead of dragging on

 

 

CARRIED AWAY top

 

Come now says the clock

The sail has found the wind

So I nod to my friends and we begin

 

Another evening show

Finds me and I know

All I need to do is just give in

 

And ooh I’m carried away

And ooh I’m carried away

 

What more could there be but people in a room

Singing unafraid the same tune?

 

So I close my tired eyes

And take in what I hear

And all those times of trying disappear

 

And ooh I’m carried away

And ooh I’m carried away

To you, I’m carried away

I’m carried away

 

And if this is all I’ve got

If this is my one shot

Will I choose to ripen, or will I rot?

 

And ooh I’m carried away

And ooh I’m carried away

To you, I’m carried away

I’m carried away

 

Come now says the clock

The sail has found its wind

So I nod to my friends and we begin

 

 

CASTLE top

 

Day to day basis

I don’t think about you

Where you fit in here I just don’t know

I was your boy and you built my castle

I scaled the walls and left you alone

 

You were my everything

You were my castle and my king

You built these walls around me

Now I’ve climbed up the sides,

I have taken my dive,

I have found my own stride,

Do you feel left behind?

 

I looked to your eyes

For all of my answers

Looked to you footsteps to figure out mine

But one day I noticed

Their crooked direction

You’d stumbled and fallen some times on your way

 

You were my everything

You were my castle and my king

You built these walls around me

Now I’ve climbed up the sides,

I have taken my dive,

I have found my own stride,

Do you feel left behind?

 

I sat in the main room

Playing songs I wrote

You came over near me

To listen more close

You took the moment

To notice me breathing

Hear me conceiving

Thoughts of my own

 

You were my everything

You were my castle and my king

You built these walls around me

Now I’ve climbed up the sides,

I have taken my dive,

I have found my own stride,

You are still on my mind

 

 

COTTAGE COUNTRY top

 

How now my love your cheek’s so pale?

How chance the roses there do fade so fast

I know a place

Where we can stay

A distant home where we might run to someday

 

Run away, so far away

Gone away to turn back the days

Gone away where no one can say, we’ve gone away

 

Come rain or shine

Or windy blow

We’ll be just fine there in our tree covered knoll

Sunlight alarm

And twilight blanket

We’ll sound to sleep while we sink into it

 

Run away, so far away

Gone away, to turn back the days

And no one knows where we’re hiding away

Won’t find us, we’ve gone away

 

I’ll hold the door       

You sit right down

We’ll drive away soon only silence will sound

 

 

ENDLESS DAY top

Someday someday, we’ll stay all day, away

We don’t need no time away no no

 

Our way our way, we’ll hold and play

And we just may stay there all day

 

We don’t need no time away no no

No time allowed

No time allowed

No time away, on our endless day

 

We don’t need no time away no no

In the same way, we two were made

Two spoons per set, joined when we met

 

 

FORECAST top

 

The forecast is calling for showers tonight,

A mix of explosions of fire and light,

No change for the weekend is likely in sight,

Unless all these rain clouds decide not to fight.

 

A boy and his family all huddle around,

Sheltered by walls they built underground,

But smart bombs are smarter and soon find their way,

A boy now must bury his family today.

 

And we all stand proud,

Yes we all stand proud,

People are falling all around,

And we all stand proud.

 

Remote controlled missiles take all guilt away,

Killing is easy if it just feels like play,

Thousands are murdered, lost faces lost names,

By people, using people, in video games.

 

And we all stand proud,

Yes we all stand proud,

People are falling all around,

And we all stand proud.

 

Will we all wake tomorrow and no one is left,

But statues of soldiers, fists clenched on their chests,

Cast out in iron, for all to see,

That war was an answer, but did not set free.

 

Why don’t we stop?

Why don’t we hear?

The world’s calling out,

It’s trembling in fear.

No more should die,

And no more weep,

And no more should lead,

With fists and deceit.

So somebody shout

And somebody scream

And together we’ll shout

Together we’ll scream

And no one stand proud

Till all have backed down

Till all have said no    

To glory and gold

Yes somebody shout

And somebody scream

Together we’ll shout

Together we’ll scream

 

 FORGIVENESS top

You ask me to explain it
Well there’s everything and nothing to say
Some things they happen
And once they do they never go away

They tell you that this life is eye for eye
Well man you know I think that’s all a lie 
Oh I will not stoke the fire of this fight, when I know it isn’t right

So I guess I’m going to have to try forgiveness
‘Cause man you know it’s all that I’ve got left
My boy did not deserve this, but neither do the rest
I guess I’m going to have to try forgiveness

You can call me a coward
Call me whatever you chose
Once you could have hurt me
But now, I’ve nothing left to lose

Go on and spite me ‘cause I will not curse his name
Tell me though I’m broken, I am to blame
Well go on, but I won’t participate, in spreading all this hate

So I guess I’m going to have to try forgiveness
‘Cause man you know it’s all that I’ve got left
My boy did not deserve this, but neither do the rest
I guess I’m going to have to try forgiveness

They shot at me for speaking out against this tired war
Said "How can you lose one life and not demand one more?"
Well what good will it do us in the end?
There’s nothing that should justify revenge
 And I stand now here before you
Living out the hardest test
And still I swear the only answer is: …forgiveness
Forgiveness
Forgiveness

Oh you know we’ve got to try forgiveness
‘Cause man you know it’s all that we’ve got left
Our boys and girls are watching and they’ve put us to the test
Come let's show them forgiveness

Forgiveness

 

FRIEND OF A FRIEND top

 

Friend of a friend I knew you

Friend of a friend I saw you there

Friend of a friend you’re on my mind

Friend of a friend I care

Friend of a friend I’m sorry

Friend of a friend I’m not sure where

To start a brand new story

One where we’re all there

 

Walking down the hallway

I heard about the news

My body kept on walking

My thoughts remained with you

 

So I will think about you

And worry about you too

And try to understand it all

From your point of view

I will hold my hands out

Right behind this wall

You can climb on over

When you want to fall

 

Walking down the hallway

I heard about the news

My body kept on walking

My thoughts remained with you

 

You don’t have to know me

Or ever know my name

But know that I am with you

I’m with you all the same

 

Walking down the hallway

I heard about the news

My body kept on walking

My thoughts remained with you

 

Friend of a friend I knew you

Friend of a friend I saw you there

Friend of a friend you’re on my mind

Friend of a friend I care

Friend I hope you find it

All that you deserve

Hoping that you find your peace

Your mother has found hers

 

 

HATERS top

 

All you haters

All you haters

All you haters

All you haters everywhere

You better watch out

You better watch out

You better watch out

You better watch out now, beware

 

Cause me and my friends we’re going to show up at your door

We’re going to give you a little lesson ‘bout what we’re living for

We’re going to sing and dance and laugh aloud and show you to your face

There’s no room for haters in this wonderful place

 

All you cynics

All you cynics

All you cynics

All you cynics on your thrones

You won’t break us

You won’t break us

You won’t break us

You won’t break us with your stones

 

Cause me and my friends, we’re going to show up at your door

We’re going to give you a little lesson ‘bout what we’re living for

We’re going to sing and we dance and laugh aloud and show you to your face

That there’s no room for haters in this wonderful place

 

So you better listen real close

To what I’m about to say

You better stick up your nose

So you can smell it every day

With every breath you take

The stench just permeates

That there’s no room for haters

No there’s no room for haters

There’s no room for haters

There’s no room for haters

There’s no room for haters

So HATERS GO AWAY

 

Cause me and my friends, we’re going to show up at your door

We’re going to give you a little lesson ‘bout what we’re living for

We’re going to sing and dance and laugh aloud and show you to your face

That there’s no room for haters in this wonderful place

What did you think I was going to do?

Did you think you’d break my knees?

Did you think I’d let you spread you hater disease?

Oh no no my friend, oh no no

Look at all the love we bring

Listen while the LOVERS of the world start to sing!

 

 

HUM top

 

Day after day

The time ticks away

I search for the words

But my mind hesitates

I beg and I plead

For the lyrical lead

But it just won’t come

So I sit there and hum

 

Well damn my heart

Damn my soul

I don’t need them anymore

I’m getting old

 

Over and over

And over again

I corner myself alone with the pen

I stare at the page

And dream of the days

When I could write

What I wanted to say

 

So damn my heart my heart

Damn my soul

I don’t need them anymore

I’m getting old

 

Take me back to the original source

Where the notes could ring flat

And the voice could go hoarse

And none of this business of business existed

And the song was the way to get my soul lifted (my mind sifted)

 

Day after day

The time ticks away

I search for the words

But my mind hesitates

I beg and I plead

For the lyrical lead

But it just won’t come

So I sit there and hum

 

 

HURRY top

Would you leave us all behind?

Would you cede your place in line?

Would you take it all away and leave us here no words to say?

 

Will I see you time again?

To be near you oh my friend

Can I hold you in my hand and pocket you ‘till you can stand?

 

I will take you on me, I’ll shoulder everything

Tell me what’s your hurry to dine with those kings?

 

Won’t you hear me as I sing?

Could it winter you to spring?

Oh just lay your head down and sleep ‘till all is well and sound

 

I will take you on me, I’ll shoulder everything

Tell me what’s your hurry to dine with those kings?

 

‘Cause it’s not your time, it wasn’t mine

I’m begging you, get back in line

We’re pacing here, all waiting for

The news that you’ll be gone no more

So go to sleep and soon you’ll see,

All will be like it should be

 

I promise you, I promise you, I promise you

 

I will take you on me, I’ll shoulder everything

Tell me what’s your hurry, to dine with those kings?

Everyone is waiting, waiting on the ground

Come on Cory turn, turn yourself around

 

I DO (EMILY & ERIC'S SONG) top

Hey now why don’t we lose this party
You’re all that I’m looking for
Somehow in these few hours I’ve found
A world of so much more
I know it’s a long shot --well that’s just my thing

Well maybe these miles of land divide us
And maybe it’s not ideal                 
But maybe that’s just the thing to bind us
And find a way to reveal
An old-fashioned love of words and promises

For all times apart
And for our longing hearts
For those little things we held onto, I do

I’ll give you this empty box and promise
I will fill it for you
With every day not took for granted
Yeah every one renewed
…and maybe this small thing I’ve been saving too

And for each spoiled surprise
I can never hide
For all of the good I see in you, I do

And for all of our willingness to lose, I do

And oh despite myself
I get caught up in
Day to days of life
Only to find that
I’ve not said goodnight
To the most precious and most right
The most precious part of my life
Lying by my side

And oh for that first day
When we parted ways
Only to be joined now for always, I do

I do

IT'S ONLY WOOD top

 

Rolled over in bed

And I rolled away

No body to stop from rolling

So I rolled away

 

I should have told you

Right with my hello

I should have told you

But love I didn’t know

 

Came home to silence…

Tip toed for no one

Yeah nobody’s sleeping

 

I should’ve warned you

Right with my hello

I should have warned you

But love I didn’t know

 

And I went to our restaurant

So seemingly stable

Asked kindly if they could 

Set fire to our table

Just burn it it’s only wood

But you know it isn’t

I wish I got it right

But you know I didn’t

They couldn’t do it

They could not part with it

It had my heart in it

They couldn’t do it

Just like I can’t

 

Who am I supposed to sing about now?

Who am I supposed to write about now?

I know I should have told you

I know I should have warned you

I know I should have told you

But love, I didn’t want to know

 

 

LAZY SUNDAY MORNING ROOM top

 

I wake up with a little light on my face

I look on over as you lie in your place

The air is cool and we don’t say a word

Only bumblebees and wind in the trees can heard

 

In our lazy Sunday Morning Room

This hazy lazy room just for two

Don’t wait cuz we won’t be coming soon

You can call us lazy, maybe even crazy but we’re staying till Monday too

 

We stare at all the different holes in the wall

Fall asleep in little knots and a ball

Throw the clock to the side of the room

Dine in bed while we model our fruit of the looms, those fruit of the looms

 

In our lazy Sunday Morning Room

This hazy lazy room just for two

Don’t wait us cuz we won’t be coming soon

You can call us lazy, maybe even crazy but we’re staying till Monday too

 

But then the moon begins to glow

It’s fairy time but even so

The game has just begun

We’re playing one on one

I tag you and then you

You chase me round the room

 

Oh, lazy Sunday Sunday morning room

That lazy hazy crazy afternoon and evening

All day long we be swinging in that lazy Sunday room

Oh, Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday

Friday Saturday and Sunday morning room

January February March April May

Oh my love you know I’ll be singing in my

Lazy Sunday morning room.

 

 

LOVELIEST OF ALL top

Come and touch me wildly won’t you

Take my hand and guide it through you

Let me please inside you now   

 

Body be my blanket feather down and

I will surely thank it how and how and

Please just take me somewhere

Not here Not here

 

I need it now, I don’t care how

Someone make me please, loveliest of all

Let’s sway not stop, we’ll sleep it off

Then we’ll both be the loveliest of all

 

Night’s are getting longer sleep is slow and

Burning’s getting stronger fire hose is

Dripping dry I’m losing ....hold

 

All I am is shallow sea is gone and

I am just a narrow puddle looking at   

Those juicy rain clouds that won’t rain on me      

 

I need it now, I don’t care how

Someone make me please, loveliest of all

Let’s sway not stop, we’ll sleep it off

Then we’ll both be the loveliest of all               

 

And come tomorrow

We won’t care

Cause someone will be there

Mission complete

I finally got some sleep

Cause someone made me

Loveliest of all

 

I need it now, I don’t care how

Someone make me please loveliest of all

Let’s sway not stop, we’ll sleep it off

Then we’ll both be the loveliest of all               

Hey come on in,

The madness will begin

Then we’ll both be the loveliest of all

 

 

MIKAYLA’S SONG top

 

Come now Mikayla

No need to cry

We’re right there beside you

So close your eyes 

Time now for dreaming

Time now to rest

Sleep soundly knowing

We’ll give you our best

 

Come little wonder

Sleep tight

There’ll be no thunder

To stir your tonight

So off to you dreams now

We’ll all see you there

And hold you till morning

Sleep without care

 

And we may be miles away

But still we’re there by your bed

Come now Mikayla

Mikayla rest your head

And we may be miles away

But still we’re there by your bed

Come now Mikayla

Mikayla rest your head

 

Oh little baby

Surrounding you

Are people who’ll guide you

And help you through

All that you search for

And all that you climb

But sleep now this evening

We’ll get there in time

 

And we may be miles away

But still we’re there by your bed

Come now Mikayla

Mikayla rest your head

And we may be miles away

But still we’re there by your bed

Come now Mikayla

Mikayla rest your head

 

Oh little angel

Did you know

The night you were born we

All did grow

A new space for wonder

A new piece of heart

And on the inscription: “Mikayla’s part.”

 

MORE NIGHTS top

When you came around
I felt inclined
To spend my time
Out on the line
Dust off this heart
And see what I’d find
I thought maybe I’d get it right this time

And when you stayed around
I left behind
The fear that good love
I would never find
Somehow I had you:
The best of our kind
I swear on my life, I had it all at that time

But I went away for weeks at a time
“Sorry” I’d say, the same tired line
Now I stand here alone
Just me and the lights
Dreaming ‘bout days
That should have been
More nights with you

And when you left town
---
I lost my mind
I’d sworn on my life
That I’d get it right this time
Well damn that this song
Proves I was wrong
And damn that I’m here
Same as I feared
Just me and the lights
Dreaming ‘bout days that should have been more nights with you
They should have been more nights with you…

 OK top

Now what was I saying
Seems I forgot
All’s I know’s I was playing --now I’m not.

Well I put all my marbles
In one great big pile
And I one by one gave them away for a while

Oh but then all those bullies
Rose up from the sand
They took twice my offering
And emptied my hands
Well damn them all to hell…

So I took all this paper
And I fashioned a boat
And I set it on water to see if it’d float

Well it sank like the silence
When I try to sleep
It sank as if wanting to make fun of me

Well ok ok ok
Ok I’ll shut up and play
‘Cause try as I may
They may stay or walk away
Ok ok

I guess that I’m learning
Those lessons in life
Just ‘cause I touch it
Don’t mean that it’s right
And just ‘cause I came here
With words on my mind
Don’t mean they should listen
Or give me their time

Well ok ok ok
Ok I’ll shut up and play
‘Cause try as I may,
You may stay or walk away
Ok ok ok

Now what was I saying…?

PICTURES top

Oh the wasted time
With the pictures that he finds
Of those perfect people
Living out his life
He wished he had their river
So he could skate their way

Oh the sorry story
The boy who had it all
Though was tall and mighty
He always felt so small
He couldn’t find his river
Couldn’t skate away

So you go and you say
That you don’t care either way
But it’s bullshit and you know it, yeah

All those he looked up to
Were never looking back
Though he tried the hardest
Stepping on no cracks
Still his back went broken most days

Well I guess he should have learned it
Early on in life
Nothing that’s most precious
Is easily in sight
And everything you cling to
Surely breaks away

So you go and you say
That you don’t care either way
But it’s bullshit and you know it, yeah

Truth is, hear me straight
If I don’t change something I’ll break
And I’m tired of living this way

Tell me now just one thing:
Why’s this what you do?
When you say it breaks you
Pieces you in two
Tell me straight now is it,
Is it worth it to you?

Well when I go and I say
That I don’t care either way
It’s such bullshit and I know it, yeah

Truth is, hear me straight:
If I don’t change something I’ll break

And I’m tired of living this way.

PLEASE HIRE MY GIRLFRIEND top

 

Please hire my girlfriend

Please hire my girl

She’s the most beautiful dancer in the world

Please hire my girlfriend

Please hire my love

She’ll take you places made

Way way up above

 

She’ll steal your heartbeat

Then she’ll show you how

To breathe to a new one

So please hire her now

 

Please come see my girlfriend

See all she can do

See how she cares about every single move

Please come see my girlfriend

See all she can do

See how she holds her heart right out there for you

 

She’ll give you all that she’s lost and she’s found

She’ll give you everything

So please come see her now

 

She’ll make the sun set

Then she’ll make it rise

She’ll change the seasons

Right before your eyes

She’ll give you every piece of her heart

And then she just might save yours

So please give her a start

 

Please clap for my girlfriend

Please stand for her now

See how she’s weeping there

Taking a bow….

 

 

POSTERS top

 

I lost you for a midnight

I found you in the morn

I lay there wondering

Wondering where we’d gone

 

We’re turning into monsters

We’re turning into war

So let’s stop printing posters

That say that we are sure

 

Instead let’s put on sweatpants

And get into my car

Let’s drive out to the country

And give each other stars

 

This one’s for your beauty

And that one’s for you heart

I love you here this evening

So let’s not be apart

 

Let’s not be apart

 

 

SEASIDE CAFé top

 

I went to the doctor and told him my story

Told him my troubles my woes and neurosis

He sat there a moment

I waited to see

Where why and how

I needed to be

He said son you are fine here and all I can say dear

Is there’s plenty of room at this seaside café

What I’m trying to tell you:  let go off your troubles

Your muddles and puddles and just watch the waves  

 

I said doctor that’s great, it’s so fine and dandy

But you’re forgetting that something deep inside is going somewhat randy

It’s my mind, my mind, my mind

 

It don’t matter which way I’m going I’m running

No matter my speed it just keeps on a coming

Day in and day out I try to stay afloat

But nothing is finished and I’m never o.k.

He said, so why not stop, and detour your way

Spend all your time at the seaside café

 

Oh but what about my mind, my mind, my mind

 

I’d love just stop and do as you say

Spend all my time at the seaside café

I’d be like the wind on the water that waves

To the beachcombing people who stay there all day

But something inside, just won’t coincide with

The thought of just letting it all float away

I’m running and running it keeps on a coming

It won’t ever let me be out of dismay

 

It’s my mind, my mind, my mind.

It’s driving me, over and over,

Insane.

 

I said doctor  can you hear me?

Doctor, did you hear what I said

Is the whole world going crazy

Or is it all in my head?

Maybe I will do as you say

Spend all my time, looking out, from a seaside café..

 

 

IX (SINK OR SWIM) top

Well I had 2 + 7 dollars in my pocket

And 4 more on the floor

I thought: if I had that million in his closet

It might open up some doors

Those of fame, prosperity

Ooh now that’s for me, now that’s for me

ooh now that’s for me

 

Well I had a noble cause and then I lost it

It was useless in the end

So I filed my claws real sharp and I got caustic

Deserted all my friends

And then came fame, prosperity

Your honor, hear my plea….

 

I do declare it’s not my fault!

I do declare it’s not my fault!

I do declare it’s not my fault,

When this world I’m living in

This world I’m living in, is “Sink or Swim”

 

Well I drew the shortest straw so I just tossed it

I choose my own destiny

And every river bend that came I crossed it

Each locked door you know I made the key

Who cares if it was honestly?

Your honor can you blame me?

 

I do declare it’s not my fault!

I do declare it’s not my fault!

I do declare it’s not my fault,

When this world I’m living in

This world I’m living in, is “Sink or Swim”

 

And every time I came for air

No one’s hand was there

Tell me how you’re supposed to swim?

When no one seems to care, they don’t care!

 

I do declare it’s not my fault!

I do declare it’s not my fault!

I do declare it’s not my fault,

When this world I’m living in

This world I’m living in, is  “Sink or Swim”

 

 

SKIPPING STEPS (JUST BECAUSE I CARE) top

 

Every time I hit the floor

It’s harder, higher than before

The bumps and bruises bluer still

Leave my hope perched on the window sill

 

Peering down at what I wish

What I shot at but I missed

Dropping tears like cones from trees

Peering down at what I just won’t be

 

And every time I pick it up

I paint myself for looking tough

But nothing seems to cover it

It keeps coming back

Like clockwork’s constant tick

 

And I’m skipping steps that

I don’t even understand

I’m playing sets as I

Look down at these broken hands

I’m trying to be

Somewhere that I wish I was

But clearly

I won’t get there just because… I care

 

Well some things really get to me

But most things slide off easily

These days things that come to be

Pass me by and I don’t even see

 

So what’s the use in filling up

An ever larger leaky cup

The insatiable man’s appetite

That drops the fork with every single bite

 

And what’s the use in talking to

Someone who’s a mule and who

Won’t take in just what you say

But begs and pleads when you walk away

 

And I’m taking bets:

How long before it gets to me?

Come take your guess

Before there’s nothing left to see

I wish that I

Was who I thought I would be

But clearly

Nothing comes just because…. you care

 

So what’s my point here anyway

What was it I was trying to say 

I think I meant to tell myself

Something here might be worth getting out

 

And even if it’s just for me

Or a thousand people in a sea

Something shook me up this way

And some things well they can’t be put away

 

So here’s another song of mine

I’ll put it at the front of line

It’s speakin’ of my thoughts today

It’s singing softly what I need to say

 

And I’m skipping steps that

I don’t even understand

I’m playing sets as I

Look down at these broken hands

I’m trying to be

Somewhere that I wish I was

But clearly

I won’t get there just because

I’m taking bets:

How long before it gets to me?

Come take your guess

Before there’s nothing left to see           

I’m sick and tired

Of these thoughts now draining me

So hopefully

Something comes just because… I care

 

SLATE top

On a Thursday in July
Yet another passed us by
Yet another chance to make amends

Walking ashen through the smoke
Coughing up the last of hope
A city surfaced silent and exposed

And we live like monsters
Though our fathers and mothers told us to be good

So gather up your precious things
Take the slate and wipe it clean
There’s time enough for all to be redeemed

And tell me why it boils down
To this game of chess and how
We can all be taken for the pawns?

We live like monsters
Though our fathers and mothers told us to be good
These clockwork disasters
Leave all that matters disregarded

Take the slate and wipe it clean
There’s time enough for all to be redeemed
Take the slate and wipe it clean
In this life we’ll be redeemed
Take the slate and wipe it clean
There’s time enough for all to be redeemed
Take the slate and wipe it clean
I swear to g-d we’ll be redeemed

And we live like monsters
Though our fathers and mothers told us to be good
Well it should be simple
More days of dimples
And more time to make amends
‘Cause in ways all around us
Goodness has found us
And how it becomes us in the end

TAKING ON THE WORLD top

 

I’m packin’ up my tickle trunk

Goodbye boys and girls

Catch me in some other month to month

I’m taking on the world

A million miles of compromise

No stones a thousand birds

I’ll push on through I’m telling you

I’m taking on the world

 

And I know

It’s going to be so hard

But I’m on my way

I’m going to blow this world away

 

But really I step outside

I’m tired and insecure

I’m sorry all you boys and girls

I’m running from this world

 

And I know

It’s going to be so hard

But I’m on my way       

This world’s going to blow me away

 

Let me out it’s overload

I am a breaking down

A thousand tons of faux-diamonds

Are weighing on my crown

All I ever wanted was

A place to rest my head

Now I’ve got a thousand words

And nothing to be said 

 

And I know

It’s going to be so hard

So I’m on my way         

But not today

 

THE DAWNING top

This time I end it
Once and for all
Yeah no longer will I
Will I take the fall

(It) ‘takes hard work to get me
This shade of red
Well seeing as I’m warmed up
It’s time that I said:

I was dreaming of something
And you woke me up
Well I don’t lose the dream
Just ‘cause the dawning has struck

We were a house
And you were one wall
Well even without you
This place doesn’t fall

And we’re putting a notice
Right there on the front lawn:
“We’re under construction
But we’re still going strong”

‘Cause I was dreaming of something
And you woke me up
Well I don’t lose the dream
Just ‘cause the dawning has struck
So right here I end it
And there’s no going back
When I find a dead end
You know I find a new track

So I’ll move on with people
Who know how to trust
And I’ll let you breathe fire
‘Cause it seems that you must
But I won’t sit here and take this
One second more
Go on, rage all you want kid,
But I won’t go to war

Cause I was dreaming of something
And you woke me up
Well I don’t lose the dream
Just ‘cause the dawning has struck
So right here I end it
And there’s no going back

You were a dead end and I’ve found a new track

THE FENCE top

Look at this now

Me on my own

Here with the stars

Sleeping alone

It’s just like the times

When I was not grown

 

But now things have changed

It’s somehow more cold

It’s somehow more strange

I’m somehow less old

I think once I find my shoes

I’d like to go home

 

Come out and find me I’m here on the fence

I’m only just slightly broken and bent

 

Now come on you two

It’s time to go in

Let’s call it a tie

So everyone wins

Our mothers are calling

You know we’re all boys in the end

 

Come out and find me I’m here on the fence

I’m only just slightly broken and bent

This game of go hide and no seek’s been okay

But seems I had plans with my family today

 

Now come on you stars

Shine now for me

Light up this night

This darkness I see

I must confess

I’m somewhat afraid

I mean no offence

But I wish to leave this place

 

Come out and find me I’m here on the fence

I’m only just slightly broken and bent

This game of go hide and no seek’s been okay

But seems I had plans with my family today

Come out and join me I’m here on the fence

It’s an outdoor adventure, a one night event

The stars and the moon in the sky are just right

If we can keep our eyes open, we’ll make it through the night

 

Twinkle twinkle little star,

How I wonder where you are….

 

 

THE ONE MINUTE MILE MAN top

 

I’m the one minute mile man,

One mile one minute I ran,

But what does one mile in one minute mean,

If I don’t care that I can.

 

I’m the one mile minute man,

I’ve run just as fast as these two legs can,

One mile one minute,

Don’t care that I did it,

It’s all just miles to me.     

 

Why should I go now,

When I don’t care when I’ve won?

All that I’m looking for,

Is somewhere to run

 

So won’t  you take me back to the starting line,

And I’ll face the other way this time,

And I’ll run, one mile one minute away,

And maybe I’ll find that I’m fine.        

 

How did I get here?

And why do you care?

Would you still love me,

If I was caught in a big wheelchair?

Well maybe I am,

And you’ve all been deceived,

It’s all magic and mirrors you see

 

Why should I go now

When I don’t care when I’ve won?

All that I’m looking for,

Is somewhere to run.

 

So I’ll take my mile  minute legs,

And I’ll run right out of this city hey,

Now there’s an idea,

My dears I won’t see ya,

I’m running miles away.

Now there’s an idea,

Try to catch me but I’ll beat ya,

I’m the mile, minute, man

 

 

THE UNSAID top

 

I will lead you nowhere

I will lead you nowhere

I may never get there

I don’t know

 

But do you know?

Do you know?

Can you see me?

Do you hear me?

Am I really so completely gone?

 

I’m slowly slowly slowly pushing through

With tiny tiny tiny little moves

 

And do you know?

Do you know?

That I’m trying

And I’m prying

And I’m barely just surviving here

 

I will lead you nowhere, I know

 

But I know

It’s only in my head

Yes I know it’s only the unsaid

Well I’m here, telling you out loud

Piece by piece, I am breaking out

Do you see what’s there beyond my eyes?

Do you dream to find out how it cries?  

Well see it now, there’s nothing I won’t give

Take it out it and teach me how to live

 

Now you see me as I see me

Now you know me will you hold me?

Cause I’m trying

Yes I’m trying

Yes I’m trying to

To be by you

But I’m awkward

And I’m taken

By the thought

You might be braking

And I’m hoping

That you’ll see me

And believe me

Please don’t leave me

THESE ARE THE DAYS top

Well I’m much too much young to be looking back now
At those good 'ole days when I was ‘different’ somehow
And thinking that maybe I’ve gone and changed

Yeah I’m far too far young to be dreaming about
A time when I felt that I could go without
The finer of things, when simple was good

Well maybe I’ve changed, oh what should I do?
Yeah maybe I’ve changed, maybe it’s true

‘Cause those were the days when I’d put up a fight
When I stood for something if I felt it was right
Those were the days yeah, those were the days

Well I can’t quite believe all these words in my mouth
And I’m not quite convinced that I should let them out
Seems far too early for one to retire

And besides something’s burning, though ember and dim
There’s more to this man than I make of him

‘Cause there were those days when I’d put up a fight
When I stood for something if I felt it was right
There were those days yeah, there were those days

And there were those days when I held my head high
When I walked with purpose and felt I should try
To make some kind of difference, there were those days

Oh maybe it’s time to pick my stuff up from the floor
And clean myself up, and make something more
Oh maybe it’s time to look my baby square in her eyes
And tell her we’re going away for a while
And so what if I’ve changed
And so what if I’m scared
Who says that each day should be so prepared

‘Cause these are the days when I need to fight
When I need to stand up and push for what’s right
These are the days yeah, these are the days

And these are the days when I’ll hold my head high
When I’ll walk with purpose and I will defy
And make some kind of difference, these are the days

Oh all of you witnesses hear me proclaim
I swear on my life and I swear on my name
These are the days yeah, these are the days

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

   

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